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I think when I come to kickbacks and gatherings is when I start pondering the most. Maybe it’s the Jameson talking, but I seem to always end up semi in my feelings looking at every one around me. Everyone enjoying themselves, and there i sit in deep thought. I was gonna let y’all in on my life one of these days when it came to relationships and me personally. Might as well now huh.
I don’t know what got me in the mood , But as I sit here and sip on this Jameson, I’ve came to a self realization, that I’ve doubted myself for years and never gave me a chance with myself or anyone. Hell I’ve found myself confused in situations simply because it has been that long.
Why did I do this? I didn’t realize most of my life , but I was a person that never wanted to give some of me but all Of me. I can blame it on the countless failed attempts of creating something with someone or I could blame it on the time not being right.
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